Author: halfpeaw

I think I’ve met someone who I really genuinely like.  Which I haven’t felt in a really long time, I thought she liked me to.  We can talk about the nuances of the most trivial things, which I absolutely love.  At the same time I seem to be getting the cold shoulder.  I want to…

So I have a problem.  I almost always feel nothing.  Apparently when something becomes an obligation I know longer enjoy it.  So if I ever feel like I should do something, I’ll feel nothing but apathy.  I will still do it, but I will lose the passion that could ever go with it.  So grad…

I’m not sure it qualifies as being dumped, how about I was let go of a very short term relationship.  I was  told that she didn’t want to further a relationship with me because she didn’t like that she became a mean person when she was around me.  I would think this is a lame…

Last month I was depressed, not in like oh I’m just so sad, but literally all I wanted to do was sit on the couch and sleep. This month has been a complete 180.  I feel like I’ve become a new me ever since MLK day. I started driving down to class twice a week which I’m…

I think I have one of these posts every couple years; they are usually triggered by some odd flash back moment resulting from some media from the 90s.  This post is brought to you by “10 Things I Hate About You”  I remember who I was before college.  I remember how much I hated me. …

Well I just got back from Colorado.  It was a really fun trip.  I got to see my sister and all of her in-laws.  I also got to see my toddler like nephew Dillon.  He’s so smiley and loves to say the word Hi over and over again.  I’m excited for next year when he…

Coolio In the past week I just got two emails shot around my department commending me on a job well done on two different programs.  One  for the program I’m on loan to, the other a program that I will soon be the lead of, but needed some emergency help.  Both instances made me feel weird because…

I think its funny that I make posts to this blog but the only person who knows of its existence is me.