I did it, I verbally accepted my job at Rockwell Collins. Tomorrow I drive to HR and finalize everything. It’s a bit nerve racking doing this especially so far in advance. The unknown in my life has been stripped. I will be living in Cedar Rapids, I will be going to grad school at the same time. Possibly University of Iowa, it would be interesting to go to a real school for a change. I feel like I’m on this direct purposeful trek in life. Accomplish step 1 then step 2 and so on. It stressed me to no end growing up like this. Especially since I don’t feel like there is anyone at home I can relate too. My next plan is to start figuring out grad school. Then figure out where I’m going to live? Should I rent should I buy, I think I have the money to buy though I’m not sure. Should I stick with the Daewoo or get something girls might actually be impressed with. I think perhaps the worst part of this scenario is I am leaving Terre Haute a place filled with people I love and care about and I’m moving somewhere where I have no close connections to anyone. I feel empty, yet I know I am more successful than 90% of the people my age. The decision has been made though, I will be at Rockwell.
