Do you ever feel like your life is just one steady stream of appointments. You go to event one, then two, then three and so on. Till you finally goto sleep and wakeup and start again. Right now That was path I feel like I’m on and I don’t like it. Everything I do I feel like is some obligation that I have to get done. Leaving me know time for peace and quiet. I know the path I choose is my choice, but its very tiring sometimes.
Perhaps my favorite thing about this summer was the fact that I woke up worked 8-5 at my software job came back and had all my evenings and weekends free, but there was still something missing. Its like I don’t do anything I really enjoy doing anymore, and thats probably why the mere act of existence is tiring. Having a girl friend again may be good change of pace, though that is an unlikely occurance given my neurotic tendencies and lack of available woman at my school, one for every five guys to be exact. I’ve also contemplated picking up the flute again, or maybe taking yoga or judo classes. Any of which I think would change things up a bit.
There is one thing I really enjoy doing that actually makes me happy during the week is watching Smallville and OC. Both of which are unbelievably dorky shows but for some reason I stop stressing the few hours I watch them. Though lately I haven’t been able to enjoy them as much because people insist on watching them with me and comentating the entire time, which takes away a lot of it for me. Mostly because if I question whats going on, my brain starts chugging away and the simpleness of it goes away.
Ohwell thats enough randomness for one night. On a side note Vosmek and I through a Lineage Dinner tonight, and Got most of the people from Aaron down. It was great listening to Aaron tell us stories about when he was still an undergraduate and all the crazy stuff thats happened with Rose in the last few years. Anyway I better go patrol some parking lots. Have a good one everyone!