Wow I’m in such a shitty mood. Like the feeling that I’m worthless and can’t do what is right. So many mixed emotions that its hard to describe my angst. I feel lonely, jealous, angry, disappoint, isolated, meaningless, empty, dead, nothing good. I don’t know what I have to look forward too, I don’t care about anything. I want to feel special and important. I don’t want to be second, ever.
Because I’m bitter I’m going to output my two biggest new pet peeves. I hate it when someone changes someone’s words around to mean the same thing but to sound significantly worse. For example instead of saying “What do you think could be improved?” They twist the words to “What do you hate?” Both could result in the same response, but both would create a different emotional response.
I also hate it when people directly quote someone but instead of using a normal tone of voice, they use their snide, sarcastic, annoying tone. So even if what they quote could be none offensive, the way in which the quoter exaggerates, it makes that person sound awful. Both pet peeves twist the truth in to remaining true, but with a completely intentional negative response.