UGH… I want to leave. Jessica aka Mobriot told me to think of my problem from a different perspective. Instead of think how much I want to get away I need to think about all the things I’ll miss. So I’m determined to create a bucket list of things to look forward to in Iowa. Things that I would regret doing if I never did them before I left. Unfortunately this is turning out to be quite hard. I mean there is of course the default feelings I have towards my friend. Though of leaving my amazing social circle is almost the same feeling I had leaving Pike back in undergrad, but what else is there? So far I have Iowa’s Largest Frying Pan, doing yoga, and 2am ultimate frisbee at CR country club golf course. What else is there? Maybe I should focus my efforts on just really connecting with the people in my life who I really care about. Who lets be honest our relationship will shatter when I move away. I mean we try not too and Schroeder , Greg, and I have been staying in touch ok. But Chris moved away in October and I haven’t heard his voice in months. Peoples lives change as we get older, and if you aren’t right next to them they tend to forget you exist. Wow I’m really just trying to send realistic, not like some sad sap…
Oh well, btw just finished Ready Player One, it was an awesome book!