Sometimes, my internal monolog kicks in and I convince myself no one likes me. Usually after I see some friends went out and didn’t invite me, or I invite someone to do something and they decline (often very reasonably). Sometimes I feel like my personality isn’t clicking with others. Or I feel like I’m doing all the work in a friendship and its just not being reciprocating. Maybe I’m just unlikeable. I know I can be jarring, or opinionated, or just simply a jerk. I think the real statement hear, is I’m generally a happy person, but sometimes I feel lows. Maybe the low isn’t rational, but its still a low. Honestly what is there to really do in a situation like this? I think time, loving yourself, giving people a break, making your happiness. Who cares who is inviting who, the goal is to find joy, so just find joy. Don’t let your joy be dependent on the actions of others.
