There was Joy ten days after my last post, and there was no more Joy five days prior to this one. We dated about five months. I cared for her, she dumped me with a single text message 2 days after Christmas. She was very bright, and extremely gorgeous (literally a Victoria Secret Model, well more like a model who was is in Victoria Secret Catalogs among other things) Plus a total nerd in many ways, and had a lot of potential for greatness. Sadly, along with Joys greatness there was attached a massive amount of drama and anguish. And my personality couldn’t handle her “free spiritedness” in dealing with issues, so I attempted to change her. My theory as to why she would dump me. She Dumped me in such a terrible way because she had a complete inability to deal with conflict. Either that or she didn’t care about me and my feelings were so worthless to her that didn’t warrant a real conversation. Additionally, she did what I guess is expected in this modern day and wiped my existence away in one fell swoop from facebook. Much as Beth did when we broke up.
Fortunately, this breakup hasn’t been as emotionally draining as with Beth. I can still function, I had my days on the couch, but I don’t feel the same crippling sadness that I once I felt in the past. So this will just be another closed chapter on my life.