I think I’ve met someone who I really genuinely like. Which I haven’t felt in a really long time, I thought she liked me to. We can talk about the nuances of the most trivial things, which I absolutely love. At the same time I seem to be getting the cold shoulder. I want to talk but she never picks up her phone. We have a date and she seems excited and interested to go, but at the same time she’s not returning my emails or my texts. Perhaps I’m just overbearing and need to ease off. I honestly don’t know what its like to pursue someone I like. Generally if I like someone I’m too intimidated to do anything about it, this might be the first time I’ve ever actively gone after someone and I think I am screwing it up. It’s like I want to share my world and learn all about theirs, but in the end I think I’m failing by being to relentless. Perhaps it’s the result of my last serious relationship sucking as a result of disengagement.
