I’m sitting at my computer on this Sunday night, listening to some of the sappier slow alternative music that I’ve come to love, relaxing in my favorite way. I pulled out my high school year book and began flipping through it. I love looking at the old pictures of people. Especially those I was only acquainted with, mostly because I have almost no contact with any of them anymore. First thing I noticed is, man there were some drop dead gorgeous girls at my High School, I can’t believe I never really noticed it until now but geeze. This tells me the Rose Goggles our firmly attached to my head. I sort of wish I could see these girls now just because I’ve changed so much, I definitely know I am much better with that strange opposite sex now, way more than I used to be. Though there are a few girls out there that may want to disagree, lol, though no worries.
This causes me to think what about me has changed and is it for the better? Physically I’ve definitely changed. I now way 30lbs more than I did in Highschool, and it’s a good 30lbs. I think my attitude on things has changed I’m no longer quite as care free as I once was. As in I try to look for the complications that will arise from some of my actions, though this screening process is only running at about 75%. I still like having stupid compulsive fun. A lot of this new seriousness comes with my new responsibilities. School is huge, and it should be, but there’s lots of other stuff. Currently I have a pretty awesome job as a software developer, but this definitely is a lot of time and responsibility. Never before has my ability to do something so greatly affected something else. If I fail at my job my client is screwed, as in no product, no profits, and no company.
PiKA is the other great source of my growth, though I’ve gone on a lot of detail about this in the past so I’ll leave it out for tonight. Rush starts Tuesday and I’m so excited. This year will be my first true rush experience. I’m hoping I’ll get to meet tons of great guys and bring some awesome CS blood in to the fraternity. So expect to see lots of posts in the near future about Rush mostly because its 50% of what I’ll be doing in the next 8 weeks. I better get back to my Homework; I hope you all have a great night!
Later