Halloween Parties Kick Ass! Only problem is I forgot to take pictures! grr what was I thinking. I promise next time I swear I’ll get tons of good pictures. At least what I can do is give a good verbal description. The night started of pretty standard, me taking 4 tequila shots and having my first ever body shot. I Saw Chelsea in her sexy nun costume too, which was definitely awesome. I kept telling her I couldn’t look away, she was just so mesmerizing. Apparently I kept telling her, “you got to stop flirting with me or Chris is going to kick my ass” So she decided to plant her self on top of me, damn seductress. LOL. My personal favorite line of the night was to Krystal. She was wearing a cheerleading outfit, with like a sweatshirt jacket, and I was like “Krystal you gotta lose the sweatshirt, and release the twins” I honestly didn’t know I had that kind of stuff in me. There were some definite cute girls at the party, and it was a lot of fun. I had this great idea, I brought a bunch of magic markers with me, and had people write a bunch of stuff on me. I woke up the next morning absolutely covered in writing.
The party did have a bad side. Like usual it was centered around girls, I guess I whine about this too much, but it really erks me. I usually have self confidence in everything I do, but when it comes to girl its based more on appearance and I always feel like I’m lacking in that department. I don’t know why I do, but its always been the case. Probably cause I grew up being short and skinny. But I got rejected last night, and it really sucked, and this isn’t about what happened towards the end of the night, that’s completely different. This was at the party itself. I don’t think I can handle the rejection anymore. So I’m going to try to abstain from activities relating to it. I guess it sounds creepy or gay or something, but I just don’t want to be around girls I like, well maybe except Pam, but I already know I have no chance with her , so I’m just going to sit and dream.